https://hotholyhumorous.com/2011/02/08/would-polygamy-be-all-that-bad/ God's Design for Marital Intimacy Thu, 26 Sep 2013 19:57:11 +0000 hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=7.0.4 https://hotholyhumorous.com/2011/02/08/would-polygamy-be-all-that-bad/#comment-612 Thu, 22 Dec 2011 02:57:03 +0000 https://hotholyhumorous.com/?p=224#comment-612 Oh bless your heart! You have hormones raging throughout your body and preempting your lovely brain. I’m glad your hubby was there to reassure you. Yes, it’s a terrible thought, and some dreams seems so real. Hang in there, Katie. Congrats on the upcoming birth! Praying for a smooth (and brief) childbirth experience for you.

]]> https://hotholyhumorous.com/2011/02/08/would-polygamy-be-all-that-bad/#comment-611 Thu, 22 Dec 2011 02:45:29 +0000 https://hotholyhumorous.com/?p=224#comment-611 I had a dream about this last night. Oh my gosh.. you know how when you are pregnant you are supposed to remember your dreams super vividly? Well.. I’m about to pop (any day now!!) and THANKFULLY do not remember that whole dream. The only thing I remember really well is the intense jealousy and heart break I felt.. I felt so betrayed.. and I remember that in the dream, this girl was my friend.. and her husband had died or something, and I think she had a child. And I remember that I had suggested her marrying my husband, too, because he is so amazing.. but then when they went in to “do the deed” I couldn’t stand it. I was so.. jealous.. and soo insecure. I knew that he loved me and thought of me as beautiful, but in my mind she was much prettier than me and I just knew he would.. like her better.. if you know what I mean. And I guess that they didn’t do anything, but my husband didn’t understand why I didn’t want him to touch her.. or me either for that matter, after that.. because he knew it was my idea.. but I tried and tried to explain to him that he belonged to me and me to him.. I woke up on the verge of tears and had him cuddle me, but even in real life I was so upset I didn’t want anything else (I usually love to wake up in the middle of the night for a nice dose of fun).. and even now I still want to cry, although I am over the feeling that he betrayed me.. isn’t it kind of funny how dreams can make you feel betrayed even though the other party is actually very innocent lol… my sweet husband.. I’m glad he is so understanding <3

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